So, today was my first day at my new job. It was induction so nothing too scary. I wasn’t really nervous at all. I’ve found that happening a lot lately. Things that should have me shaking in my boots don’t phase me at all any more. Not sure whether it’s a sign of maturity or just me being more non-chelount.
That being said, I slept horribly last night. I woke up what felt like continuously. Very frustrating. It was made worse by me knowing I needed sleep, and began a vicious cycle of stressing about not sleeping and therefore not being switched off enough to sleep. Maybe subconsciously I was nervous? I don’t know.
Anyway, the day started off pretty cruisy. I didn’t start until 11.30, so I took my time getting ready. I got on the bus at 9.30 and was in the city by 10.30. It was as I was getting off the train I realized I’d gotten in an hour early instead of half an hour. I’m still not sure how I managed that, because I checked half a dozen times prior to it that it started at 11.30. Yet somehow, my brain automatically thought 11 when I was planning everything. I decided I’d get a smoothie (I got a large but I don’t know why I did. I always forget how much is in them. I barely managed to get through half so it wound up being less than 200 calories in the end). I wandered around for a bit but I hate the city and being in such a crowded place, so I quickly found a seat and waited it out.
The induction started okay. I was one of two people who had worked in the industry previously, so most of what they went through was stuff that had already been drilled into me previously. I guess that was lucky because the migraine I’d had on and off decided then was the perfect time to come back with a vengeance. Luckily it was almost lunchtime by then. I spent half the break in the toilet covering my eyes from the light and hoping nobody noticed how long the cubicle had been locked for. I honestly would have sat there the whole break except I thought I’d probably better find some food. The painkillers I’d taken had taken the edge off by then, so I headed to the closest place I could find. Oportos. Hmmm, not my first choice but it would do. I ordered my all time favourite comfort food – hot chips – and took them back up to the classroom to eat, worried I was running out of time thanks to the guy taking ten minutes to get my order done. (Seriously, ten minutes for some fries! It wasn’t even busy! Are you freaking kidding me?).
I downed some more painkillers before the class started back, vowing I’d go to the doctors that night. I don’t like having to take so many but it was either that or go home sick…and that just wasn’t an option on a first day.
I survived the rest of the day. The migraine stayed at bay, though I could feel it trying to overpower the drugs. I started to feel it again on the train home, but it wasn’t enough to concern me. Once I started my walk home, I called the doctors who said they didn’t have any appointments tonight except for 10.40. After the crappy night’s sleep last night there’s no way I was going to trek out at that time of night, so I made an appointment for tomorrow night instead. I’m hoping it might clear up before then but it’s probably wishful thinking.
On the plus side, without going for my walk today, I clocked up over 7000 steps! I usually average about 5000 including my walk so I was pretty happy about that. Another plus was I officially start full time work as of today – as it was induction and the store I’ve been hired to work at isn’t opening until next month I wasn’t sure if there’d be a gap or not. Turns out there isn’t! Yay, time to be financially secure and independent again!
Anyway, I think that pretty much sums up my day. I have a longer day tomorrow so I’m hoping I’m feeling better. I feel like the doctor won’t have much else to say than “rest up” which isn’t going to happen right now. Stupid body falling apart the second it’s called into action!