…to say I’m officially under 90kgs! Woohoo! Such a nice surprise to wake up to! I haven’t been dieting particularly well so I guess all the extra exercise I’m getting by working in the city is paying off 😊
First off, I know I’ve been away for awhile. I could say I was too busy but that’s not really true. Honestly, I just haven’t been in the mood to write. It’s not writers block…I had plenty of stuff I could have written on, I just had no motivation to do it. I wasn’t going to force myself to do it because I know that’s a surefire way to burn myself out all together and I really enjoy blogging generally, so I didn’t want to risk that. I’ll try and write more this week!
Anyway, it’s been so long since I wrote that I feel like I don’t know where to start. I left off getting ready for an upcoming wedding of one of my best friend’s sisters. The wedding was really nice, outside in a Heritage Listed property in it’s fancy gardens. The only issue I (and most people) had was that where we were sitting was in direct sunlight, so it was kind of uncomfortable squinting to see what was going on. Oh, and there weren’t enough seats, which is kind of weird. Both things that the venue would have been in charge of, I’d assume, so they probably should have known better and pre-planned to accomodate it. The reception was held in the same venue but in a hall. They used wooden Scrabble pieces to spell out people’s names (which was really cute) and had a little bag of custom lollies with their names and their wedding date on them. The food was really nice too, though in typical Wedding fashion, was really small. I had prawns as an entree (three of them), duck for main (one small leg) and creme brule for dessert (this was the biggest meal of the three, and the first time I’d had it. It was nice). I was worried the whole day I’d get a headache, as big outings like this generally trigger them (I have no idea why) and I’d forgotten to pack painkillers. Right on cue at about dinner time, the first symptoms had started. I think maybe my blood sugar was low, and the champagne wasn’t helping, because once I’d eaten dessert the headache went away pretty quickly.
It was awesome hanging out with two of my best friends, and we all looked so dressed up and mature. Mature isn’t something we really pride ourselves on when we’re together though, so after dessert we headed off to the closest Pancake Parlour to eat a proper meal. I love Pancake Parlour. Sure, everything is full of sugar or fat but it tastes so amazing! Plus, several of the shops are open 24/7, which has come in handy a couple of times in my life. It was a great day, all in all, aside from the fact it was held on a Sunday night and I had work the next morning. Surprisingly, despite going to bed hours later than usual, I pulled up okay. Win!
My favourite meal from Pancake Parlour – Chocolate Chip Pancakes!
Speaking of food, my diet once again flew out the window this week. I started buying lunch again and while I could have found a lot more unhealthy options, the stuff I bought still wasn’t great. I don’t even know why I started buying lunch, as I’d packed food. It’s a slippery slope though, and once I started, I wound up doing it every day. My diet over the weekend hasn’t been much better either. At least my dinner’s (aside from last night) have all been Lite n Easy ones, so I didn’t go completely crazy.
My diet properly starts again tomorrow, to coincide with my starting work at my real store, after training up for over a month at a different one. It was sad saying goodbye to everyone there, and they all had such nice things to say to me considering I’d only been there for a short time. I even got flowers and a cake! I doubt I’d have gotten that at my old job after five years.
It’ll be really weird rocking up to a new store and team tomorrow. I mean, I knew it was coming but I’ve gotten so used to the team at the other store. I’ve met a handful of people from my real store but given how many staff are going to be working there, I feel like it’s going to take my a long time to meet everyone, and even longer to remember their names.
We aren’t opening officially until Tuesday week, so in the lead up to that we’re doing dress rehearsals and dry runs to get a feel for the store and make sure everything works correctly and flows like it should. I’m glad they’ve included this (even though I initially laughed at it) because it means I’m not jumping directly from one store to the other and had to try to adjust straight away. I had a bit of time to work out the differences (and there’s going to be a lot of them) and to settle into the new team.
As it’s in the city, I know my step count is automatically going to be higher than it has been while working in a shopping centre, so I’m just going to make sure I eat healthy and hopefully my diet will get back on track. In preparation, I bought myself a lunchbox and a big glass water bottle. While I’m sure the new store will have fridges and a water fountain (hell, they’re even giving us access to a free squishy machine in the back room!), I know if I rely on that stuff, I’ll be tempted to leave my lunch in the fridge and go buy food instead, and I’ll forget to drink water. If I’m lugging it to and from work, I think I’ll be more inclined to eat it.
All weekend I’ve been rekindling my love for SimCity 4. I know a lot of people think it’s terrible (and parts of it definitely are) but overall, once you get used to the interface, it’s fun and interesting and full of challenges. I initially played it when it first came out, but got frustrated with their unreliable servers causing the game to drop out and not save sometimes hours worth of progress, and eventually gave up. I briefly got back into it when the expansion pack was released but that didn’t last long either. It had been so long since I played it, I initially struggled to remember where everything was (there are so many menus and buttons) and had to google where to find things. Eventually though, it all came back to me and I started playing properly again. The servers seem a lot better now (so it should, the game has been out for two years now!) but online isn’t as fun any more because it doesn’t have many active players. Luckily that isn’t an imperative part of it so it was still fun. So much so I lost about twelve hours (probably more) of my weekend to it. That’s also another reason why I didn’t blog – I knew I should, but I just couldn’t switch off the game. I found ways to make heaps of money so it was a lot of fun spending it all then trying to juggle the repercussions of it.
The other part of my weekend was spent watching YouTube tutorials on how to use my hair straightener to curl my hair. It’s something I’ve been wanting to learn forever (as my family friend/hairdresser used to do it to my hair and I’d never managed to replicate it). I had moderate success with it after watching the tutorials, though I’m still not great at it. I’ll practice it a bit more as I think I want my hair done nicely for the store’s grand opening. I’ve got a week and a bit to get it down pat!
I don’t think much else is new. I’ll definitely update you on how tomorrow (and the rest of the week) goes, both with the new store and my diet! 🙂
Before I talk about my day, I just want to say a massive thank you to all the people that take the time to read this blog, comment, like and basically just show their support. I’ve hit four big milestones all at once: 500 likes, 100 followers, 100 blog posts and 1000 views. All within the last three days. I know that doesn’t seem like much compared to other people’s blogs, but keep in mind I only started this three months ago. I think that’s pretty awesome! So thanks guys. Your support means a lot to me!
Anyway, today went better than yesterday in pretty much every way. Although I struggled to get out of bed (the struggle seems to get worse every morning!), I managed to get into the car by 8, and thankfully the traffic was pretty good today, unlike yesterday where it was the worst it’s been in a couple of weeks. I rocked up at 8.45, and despite being rostered to start at that time, I took the time to google ‘is it better to eat an unhealthy breakfast or none at all?’, the verdict being unhealthy trumps none. So I took another five minutes to grab an apple and cinnamon muffin from the closest coffee shop, then headed into work. As expected, nobody even noticed I was technically five minutes late (I put this down to the fact that I’m not on their roster so they just trust that I’m rocking up and leaving when I’m supposed to). The day wasn’t crazy busy like yesterday, so I felt more relaxed and got everything done I needed to, plus I learnt a few things I hadn’t managed to touch on yet. That always makes me feel like the day was worth it, as I know soon enough I’ll be chucked into the deep end when I start at my “real” store.
I ate healthy at lunch, aside from a Coke Zero. I’ve only had two soft drinks in the past two weeks, and while I know they’re bad, I think me going almost cold turkey on them is pretty impressive. Six months ago, I would have Diet Coke at least once a day, sometimes more. While I never felt addicted, I know when I initially stopped, I began getting migraines a lot more frequently. I guess I was kind of addicted. Since starting this diet journey, I’ve cut back a lot and honestly, I don’t miss it much. I mean, I still love the taste and occasionally I crave them (like today), but mostly drinking water or milk satisfies me and I don’t really think about it. The only reason I really craved it today was because two people at work got bottles at lunch and I was staring at them while I was on break. Like I’ve spoken about previously, advertising is a lot more powerful than I realized. All it takes is for me to see a logo at the wrong time and I really struggle. I’m definitely getting better at fighting it and breaking habits though. Every day I’m feeling stronger and fighting it is becoming easier.
As I left work, I was thinking about the advertising thing again. As I walked through the carpark to my car, I could smell take away. It smelt exactly like McDonalds (though I’m pretty sure it was actually coming from the Red Rooster nearby) and all I wanted right then and there was McNuggets and fries. As I’d just been thinking about the whole advertising thing as this happened, I knew exactly why I’d been struggling so much these past few weeks. I’m sure subconsciously each night after work I was smelling that smell and my brain suddenly wanted nothing more than my favourite junk food. That alone wouldn’t matter, however the drive home requires me to drive past my usual Maccas pitstop, and it’s extremely difficult for me to control myself. Tonight though, I did. Tonight, despite having wicked cravings, I refused to give into them. I knew breaking the habit required me to overcome this pattern, and I knew it had to start now. And you know what? Once I drove past, it quickly left my mind. Despite knowing that there are Maccas everywhere – including 3kms from my house – once I went past my usual store, I no longer craved it. It is all about habits, and I am starting to break this one. I was extremely happy with myself. Diet, 1, Junk Food, 0 (not counting the Coke at lunch…if it’s an constellation, it’s zero calories? I know, I know, it’s still terrible for you. But gimme a break).
Once I got home, I had to decide which Lite n Easy meal I was going to make. This is a tough choice for someone so indecisive! I finally landed on the “tortilla stack”, mostly out of curiosity. I mean, I knew what they were, but this was one of my riskier choices as Mexican food is full of so many things I’m not generally a fan of. My mind wasn’t put at ease once I’d zapped it microwave and pulled it out. There were three kinds of beans, and some green vegetables that I didn’t recognise. The old me probably would have said “nope!” and make spaghetti instead. The new me said “fuck it, let’s do this” and I didn’t regret it. It was delicious! The beans didn’t have much taste (even the chickpeas were okay and I usually detest the yellow devils) and the sauce/salsa was awesome. Plus, I really felt like I was eating healthy food. I mean, I know that’s the whole idea behind LnE, but I could see the beans and veggies. Needless to say, after five meals so far, I’m extremely impressed with the quality of the food this program offers. For microwave food, it’s actually really great, and the variety is second to none. Living by myself, I’d alternate between about four different dishes and that’s it. There are only so many options that don’t require a lot of cooking (that results in leftovers for days) or crappy microwave meals. While I know LnE is slightly more expensive than making dinner at home (okay, a fair bit more), I’m okay with the price knowing it’s healthy, it’s quick, it tastes great and it’s convenient. And no, I’m not sponsored by them. I wish I was. Then I’d get it for free and I’d love that. No such luck though!
After dinner, I spent a whole hour cleaning the house. That is a long time for me, but I was in a good headspace tonight so it actually felt kind of good. I vacuumed, and was amazed (as usual) at the amount of dog hair I got up. Retrievers sure know how to drop hair! I also cleaned up the backyard, wiped down the windows, cleaned the benches, put away the dishes and took out the rubbish. I’m so domesticated!
Ha, not really. But the house is looking pretty damn good. I think the inspection should go okay tomorrow. If it doesn’t, I’m not too concerned. They can’t do very much…nothing is actually damaged, and given that, I’m sure if they find anything I can fix it up.
I’m in the city tomorrow for training. My third round of this. I did a whole day on the topic three weeks ago at induction, a refresh last week and now I have another whole day on it. I’m all for learning new things, but I think a third day on the same stuff is a little overkill. Oh well, nothing much I can do about it. At least I’ll know all the answers!
I probably should wrap it up here. It’s getting late and I have a few more things I tidy up before I leave tomorrow…and because I’m in the city, I have to leave earlier than usual. I feel a long day coming on. At least my step count will be higher thanks to public transport!
Have a great day tomorrow 🙂
There’s something incredibly gratifying about having Mondays off. I’ve always thought this, although after having it as one of my permanent days off at my old job, I’d started to take it for granted. Today was my first Monday off since starting my new job, and I’ve fallen back in love with it again. I think it’s the fact that you know you’d normally be at work (and everyone else is) and you have a free pass to sleep and watch daytime TV and do anything you want. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I dislike having Saturdays off, but it’s just so…ordinary. On top of that, the shops are always busier, the parks fuller, your friends busier.
Needless to say, I had a great day. It wasn’t anything unusual, but I found it so relaxing. I had scrambled eggs for breakfast, then spent a couple of hours catching up on everyone’s blogs. I had crackers and vegemite for lunch, and sultanas. Then I had a long nap, which was made more relaxing knowing I’d normally be at work. Ahhh, such a great feeling. After I woke up, I decided to stop procrastinating and do some more cleaning in preparation for the inspection on Thursday. I did a couple of loads of dishes (I let them get way out of hand, I admit. Dishes are my least favourite chore and the dishwasher that came with the rental house I’m in is a weird brand and does a shitty job). I then made dinner – Lite n Easy Lasagne. Once again, I was interested to know how this would go, as microwave lasagne is normally pretty average. It turned out okay. Not as nice as my previous two meals as the lasagne was a little soft and soggy (as expected without any oven baking), however it tasted nice apart from that. It was also the lowest in calories of the four meals I’ve had thus far, which was a pleasant surprise.
While I was cleaning and eating dinner, I was also catching up on Bones. I had the first three episodes of season ten waiting to be watched, and it didn’t fail to disappoint. I’m not going to post spoilers, but to anyone who has seen it, I think you’d feel my pain during episode two. So emotional!
After I finished dinner, I headed off to the shops for groceries. I wish I still got enjoyment out of going like I used to when I first moved out. Now it’s just a chore, made worse now I’m trying to eat well as there are so many delicious, wonderful options there that I have to walk past. Kudos to me, my self-control was pretty good. I did get one naughty thing, but as long as I eat it in moderation, I think it’ll be fine. Six months ago, it was “spot the healthy food” in amongst the junk in my basket, now it’s the opposite, which is a great feeling. Plus, now that I’ve got my dinners organised, I’m not spending too much money there any more, and I’m there for less time. That’s great as the less time I’m there, the less tempted I am to stock up on stuff I shouldn’t be eating!
Once I got home, I put the groceries away, did another load of dishes (seriously, they just never end!) and then sat down to watch the Block. For the Aussie readers out there, Suzi is actually the most annoying person on TV right now, amiright? I then washed my hair in preparation for work tomorrow and watched the Biggest Loser. It’s funny, two years ago I was so anti-reality TV shows and now I watch all the main ones. I guess they’ve just become so popular and mainstream and normal that I let myself get sucked into it. That being said, these are what I see as “actual reality” shows (as in, while some of it is probably scripted and planned and refilmed, a lot of it isn’t), instead of “unreality” shows such as Jersey Shore, the Kardashians, Real Housewives, Idol etc. Those shows I will never buy into or watch, as it’s so fake and scripted it bothers me just watching the ads. I mean, I get why people watch them…they’re easy to get sucked into, and they’re funny, and it’s so completely different from normal life that it’s morbidly interesting. I just don’t want to support shows like that.
Tomorrow I’m back at work again, but only for four days this week as technically I worked six last week (I say technically because one was a public holiday that I didn’t actually work, but because I got paid, it is treated as such). I’m so excited, I love four day weeks. They always go by so fast. Sure, it means I don’t get my beloved Monday off, but I think I can deal with this arrangement!
Anyway, time for me to call it a night and hope I can sleep okay. It was really hot today and my room always struggles to cool down after them. I have a pedestal fan I can use if I need to, but it’s pretty loud and annoying so I avoid it where possible. I don’t think I’ll be able to avoid it tonight though. Oh well, it beats sweating half the night!
Wow, fifty days since I set my mind to dropping weight. Unfortunately it hasn’t gone as planned, and although I’ve lost a little bit, it’s nowhere near where I thought I’d be right now. A lot of that is just me losing focus, though like I’ve talked about over the past week, I’m starting to regroup and get back on track.
Today was the start of my weekend this week, as I had to work yesterday. I had a lot of plans, but in typical first-day-of-the-weekend fashion, I spent a majority of the day napping. I skipped breakfast (I know, that’s not a good start, I have no excuse other than time got away from me and I couldn’t find the effort to make anything). I headed off to my local nail salon to get my nails redone. They usually last me between 3-4 weeks if I stretch it, but counting back, this particular refill only lasted two. The main problem that I have is on one particular finger, whenever it gets slightly too long, the nail catches on absolutely everything. I don’t know what it is about that finger, but it’s basically like gauge of when I need to get back to the salon, and the finger was hurting like crazy so off I went.
I have a wedding next weekend so I knew I had to pick something that would go with the dress I bought. Plus, I’m always trying to avoid typical pink/red colours. I figure if I’m paying for someone to do them, I don’t want them to look like I could have done them at home. I know that even if they were pink, they’d still look professional, but it’s just a thing I have. I can’t explain it.
Anyway, after seeing the girl get it next to me last time, I decided to go with a orange-coral colour. When I first saw the girl getting it, I liked it but thought it wasn’t really my style. As the time approached where I knew I’d have to get my nails redone, I started seriously thinking about the colour (I like to go in there with some kind of idea of what I want or I’m there for half an hour trying to decide). I still wasn’t sure, but I decided I was going to try it. I knew it would look nice with the dress I was going to wear to the wedding, plus I wanted to try to do something a bit out of my comfort zone. I was used to having a normal colour topped with sparkles (which I still really like), but I’d done that for awhile and it was getting a little predictable. When the girl had finished up, I was really happy with the colour. Surprisingly happy. I thought I’d be okay with it, but I wasn’t sure I’d love it, and I really do! Plus, the girl sitting next to me saw the colour on my nails and changed her mind and decided she was getting the same colour instead of black which she’d originally requested.
My favourite part about the polish is what it looks like while in the UV machine though. I wish they made nail polish that glowed like this all the time!
Apart from my trip to the nail salon, everything else has been fairly boring today. I found some awesome new blogs, then fell asleep on the couch. Tonight, I’m planning on doing some cleaning in preparation for the bi-yearly house inspection that’s happening on Thursday. I’m having Lite n Easy Chicken Parma for dinner. We’ll see how that goes. My friend thinks it’s nice and the previous two meals I’ve had were really good, so hopefully this is too! I’ve eaten pretty well today if you ignore the fact I didn’t eat breakfast. I had saltanas and Savoy crackers with peanut butter for lunch. My calorie count should be well and truely under today, which will make up a bit for yesterday’s cheat meal.
Oh, also worth mentioning, I jumped on the scale this morning (something I haven’t done all that frequently lately) and I’m almost back to the weight I was before I fell off the wagon. Looks like my fortnight of not caring didn’t hinder my efforts too much, which is great. I really think now that I’m eating portion-controlled, healthy meals for dinner (the main meal I had problems with), I will start losing weight steadily and not just in dribs and drabs. I hope so, anyway. It’s hard to find motivation when the scale stays the same!
Hope your day was just as relaxing as mine!
PS a big welcome to all the new followers from the past 48 hours 🙂
I’m writing this in my car, pulled into a random side street a few kilometres from my house, waiting for my dad go come and save me. My car is playing up big time and stalled on me while I was crossing a 4-lane Freeway. Luckily I had a green light, luckily it was rolling just quick enough for me to get into the street before the lights changed, luckily there wasn’t anyone behind me. Still, despite all that, I’m not feeling really lucky. It’s times like this I wish I knew more about cars. It’ll never happen though because to know about them you have to have at least a basic interest or passion in them and honestly, I don’t. I can’t even pretend to. When guys talk about cars my eyes glaze over and my mind starts to do this:
This is why I either over react about things that don’t matter (like when my car was leaking oil and I dragged my dad 40 mins away to my house for him to say they probably just over filled it during the service it had just had) or I completely under react and assume if I just keep driving, the problem will fix itself (which is basically what happened in this instance…only it did not fix itself). This is also why I asked my dad to come and look at the car today and not use roadside assist. It’s one thing for dad to roll his eyes and tell me it’s nothing, it’s different if a professional comes out and has to point out you’ve overlooked something dumb (it’s happened before).
Even aside from the fact I’m stuck annoyingly-close-but-not-close-enough to my house right now, today hasn’t been the best day. I woke up feeling pretty good, after falling asleep at 8pm on the couch when my time-of-the-month cramps let up for a little bit, then dragged myself to bed at 9.30. I slept pretty solidly right through til about 6.30, then remembered there’s no traffic on Saturdays and fell back asleep. Woke up with just enough time to get dressed and organised but not to eat breakfast (gahhh) and rushed off to work – the first Saturday I’ve had to work in months. I was dreading it because I know how crazy my old work was on Saturdays, and my new work was always at least double that on a normal day.
I was greeted by the manager who I hadn’t seen for over a week, and he made me feel a little better about the day, though whole heartedly agreed it was going to be chaos. Despite that, he was so cheerful that it made me feel good. We need more people like that, I think. They’re who you want around on hard-to-get-out-of-bed mornings.
Anyway, the day went okay I guess. Crazy busy by lunchtime but thankfully the floor manager (aka the conceirge) was on the ball and putting everyone on the list and advising of the long wait time. I can’t stress enough how wonderful floor managers are. We had a good one at my old work too, but prior to telco introducing them, it was bedlam on busy days. Everyone just had to cue up and wait, and they never knew how long they’d be in line for. They also weren’t acknowledged or greeted or thanked for waiting. As a staff member at that time you were so focused on getting your customer in and out it just never occurred to you to do any of that as people waited. Then you’d finally get to the people in line and they were already in filthy moods before the interaction even happened. Now, with the floor manager greeting everyone who walks in, filtering the customers between one-minute jobs (bill payments, recharges, simple tech issues) and longer issues (contracts, bill disputes, more complex tech problems), it means everyone is spoken to, advised of the appropriate wait time, and allowed to leave and come back. It makes the customers happy they’re acknowledged, and they love that we aren’t taking up huge chunks of their day making them wait, especially bill payers who would otherwise be stuck behind all sorts of longer issues (personally I don’t understand why anyone under about 60 needs to come into a store to pay a bill these days anyway but that’s beside the point).
Having everyone on a list meant that the franticness and pressure of a weekend shift is lifted a little, as there aren’t dozens of people greedily eyeing you off as you wrap up with your current customer. It also means everyone can take a lunch break without feeling guilty or people huffing and puffing as you walk out of the store.
So that part of the day went okay. The store got so hot though. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it previously but oh god, does this store heat up. My other store did too, but not like this. Everyone sweats even on cool days, and it’s made worse when it’s busy as there are more bodies (staff and customers) in the space. It’s horrible.
So, I got interrupted because my dad arrived. And just like I’d fully expected, he drove it to the petrol station then the rest of the way to my place without so much as a hint of stalling or issues with getting into gear. Trust. My dad knows a bit about cars (he used to race them when he was younger – which explains where I get my lead foot from 😉 – and his brother is a mechanic) but he didn’t really have much to say except maybe I’d just bought cheap dirty fuel and it was causing issues. As I was on a bit of a budget until now, this is potentially true. Honestly, I can’t remember what I filled up with last time. I know I used a gift card so I’d have assumed I’d have put the high quality stuff in, but I may not have in an effort to stretch the voucher. I know right back when the car was brand new, bad fuel caused issues as well, so I’m not ruling it out. Dad filled it with premium (which I generally do) and said the whole way home it ran fine. Honestly, I don’t care what was causing the issue, as long as it doesn’t keep coming back. Or if it must come back, not temporarily so everyone thinks I’m crazy!
Oh wait. I just remembered I didn’t fill up at my usual place last time. I filled up near work. And I don’t remember what I put in but it very well could have been cheap stuff. God, I’m so stupid. I never really trusted that place (though I never had any issues for the years I’ve been going there) so maybe dad is right. I hope so. Easy fix if it is, as I won’t be driving past that petrol station much longer anyway!
Anyway, where was I before the interruption? Right, work. So, overall the day went about as well as I expected. Busy, but under control, and really hot and uncomfortable. I really hope my new store is wonderfully temperature-controlled. I figure it probably will be since it’s not part of a shopping complex. Looking forward to that!
I was naughty on the way home. I’ve said previously I have very little self-control with food. I ate well for lunch (after skipping breakfast), but I couldn’t resist Maccas on the way home. I know, I’m supposed to be dieting. I am going to eat well all weekend (having very little junk at home, that isn’t going to be too difficult) so I saw it as a cheat meal. I know my trigger is being in the car, after a long day (and a long week), driving past my regular Maccas. I know that very soon I won’t have this trigger any more, so this could be one of the last times I let it get the better of me. As much as I love Maccas, I’m relieved that I won’t have to constantly fight my temptations on the way home every day. But you’ll be passing Maccas on your way home from your new store! I hear you cry. You aren’t wrong. The difference is, firstly, that’s not part of a bad routine I’ve let myself get into, so the temptation isn’t anywhere near as strong, and secondly, I don’t want to be one of those people eating on the train. I also don’t want to be the sadcase sitting in a fast food restaurant by myself. I know there will be times where my workmates want to eat out – and on those occasions I probably will too – but I feel like this isn’t going to be a super regular thing so I’m not too concerned.
I think the first point is the strongest though. If it isn’t part of a routine or habit, I generally don’t have any issue with it. A Maccas opened up about 3kms from my house, and you’d think I’d eat there all the time, but I’ve never eaten there. Although I see it on the way home, I have to go out of my way to get it, which I just wouldn’t do. I also made a conscious effort to make sure I didn’t eat there so that it didn’t form a habit. I’m going to try to do that where possible with the places near my work too. I’m going to bring my lunch each day, and as much as possible, go straight home after work. The less food I buy there, the better. I know this is all just talk at the moment, and it’s easier said than done, but I think I can do it. It’s a chance to have a fresh start. I built up a lot of bad habits in my five-and-a-half years in this shopping centre and surrounding area, whereas I’ve never worked in the city.
What else is new today? Well, I woke up with a sore ear (again). This one I think is self-inflicted. I have a bad habit (there’s that word again!) of cleaning my ears frequently with cotton buds. I know, I know, that’s really bad. That’s why I think it’s self-inflicted. It happens every now and again, and gets really sore, then clears up within a few days. You’d think I’d learn but because I’m so used to cleaning them, I find it very hard to stop. Plus, they get really itchy if I let wax build up. I need to kick this habit too, but it’s just part of my routine. Still, if I can shake the fast food addition, I can easily do the same with this!
I’m gonna wrap this up here by saying I’m so glad it’s finally the weekend. It seems like it was Monday an eternity ago. I’m getting my nails redone tomorrow, then I have to clean the house as I’ve got an inspection on Thursday. I hate inspections so much, but at least I started cleaning last weekend so it’s not such a huge job. It’s still big as I avoid cleaning at all costs normally, just not as big as it often is. At least the backyard looks nice. That’s usually the main issue they have, but the grass got mowed on Tuesday so it’s not out of control!
Happy weekend, y’all!
Today is being written of as another good one. It’s funny that the days slated to be the most boring of the week have become some of the best. Don’t get me wrong, even the best training sessions in the world are still classroom-based and at least moderately sleep-enducing, but this course (can three days be considered a course? Hmmm) was definitely one of the better I’ve done. So far I’m very impressed with the quality of the trainers my new job employs. World’s apart from a large portion of the trainers at my old job. I suppose it also comes down to the content as well, and I have found both three-day “courses” I’ve attended so far at this job have content worth learning.
Anyway, where was I? Today’s training was focused on tying up lose ends for the previous two days, as well as introducing us to a few more sales tools we’ll have at our disposal. I love sales tools. The more they can throw at me, the better. I’m lazy in every sense of the word (hence the weight issue), and sales tools save me time and energy. I’m seriously excited my new store is going to be bursting at the seams with them. I can’t wait to get in there and mess around with them and put them through their paces.
We also learnt about an existing product that I hadn’t really learnt much about yet. It was really good to have to broken down and the differences thoroughly explained, as I really feel like I can now see the benefits for customers and I can properly sell it. It’s not a product that was offered at my old job, and one that is very underused and not spoken about at the store I’m working at now. I don’t blame them for not teaching me, as the product isn’t something you’d sell (or even mention) to some customers, but I really want to start talking about it more now I know about it.
We wrapped up the training with a pep talk and group activity led by my new store manager. As I wasn’t interviewed by her and I haven’t worked in store with her yet, I only really know her by face and name. She knows who I am well enough to say hi in passing (she may or may not remember my name). It doesn’t bother me, given she’s now a store leader of 90 odd staff (at least 20 of them newbies), but it was really nice to hear her story and how she wants the new store to run. She’s really big on store culture and making it a focus, which I think is fantastic as it would be really easy for a store that big to fall into a mess of cliques, chaos and gossip. None of that leads to a workplace anyone wants to come in to each day.
She seems really friendly and down-to-earth. I’m looking forward to getting to know her a bit better. I’m also hoping to let her (or someone else who can address it) know that I’m looking to be trained up in other areas. The new store is full of people who specialise in things. I’m not really picky about what to be trained in (the more, the merrier!), I just don’t like being seen as “just another full timer”. I know I just started so for the moment I’m trying not to let it bother me, but I know pretty soon I’m going to start getting restless. Coming from management in my old job, it’s tough to feel like you’ve taken a step backward. I’m trying my best not to look at it that way, as this new store is going to be world’s apart in every way from what I’m used to, but ultimately I have been demoted. I’m not expecting to be given management for quite awhile so being trained in different areas will have to do. Anything to keep the job interesting.
The best part of today was being let out at 3pm. So good! We were rostered until 5 so an early home time is fantastic. I’m currently sitting (not standing!) on a train which is full of empty seats. I was expecting to battle peak hour madness so this is the best feeling.
The weather is still pretty miserable but no storms or tornadoes today (touch wood). If it doesn’t look like it’s going to rain when I get home, I might take the dog for a walk. I walked to the bus stop today so my step count will be pretty good either way but I feel bad for the dog being cooped up all day. No promises though, the sky is pretty grey and I really don’t want to get caught in a downpour with my new phone.
Today I ate about as well as yesterday. Chocolate snacks to keep away the headache (more successfully today than the previous two days!). The same breakfast and lunch, with the exception I swapped an apple at lunch for a banana. Tonight I’ve got Lite N Easy Butter Chicken. I’m a little nervous because I’m not a huge fan of Indian food a lot of the time, but it looked good in the picture so I’m going to try to be open minded.
I best wrap it up here. My stop is fast approaching! Hope you had a great day too 😊
Well, today was definitely better than yesterday! I’m feeling pretty good right now about everything. I’m even feeling wide awake, unusual for this hour.
I had my second day of training in the city. Unlike yesterday, the trip in was wonderfully uneventful, aside from the fact it was raining so I had to drive to the bus stop. Not a huge deal, though it did eat into my usual step count a little. I arrived in the classroom right on time, and only one other person was there, so technically the 15 or so others were late. After the dramas of yesterday, that made me feel awesome!
The training itself was okay. It wasn’t as interesting as yesterday overall, but it wasn’t totally boring either. It was more revolving around sales and customer service techniques that I’d learnt at induction, but it was a good kind of refresher. On top of that, there was a lot of group work so I got to know my future workmates a bit better, so that was cool.
For the most part, I ate really well today. I started the morning with yoghurt and strawberries, blueberries and Chia seeds (I made sure I allowed myself time for it today!). For lunch I had sultanas, an apple and light n crispy shapes – the same as yesterday, as that seemed to work well. As an afternoon snack I was a bit naughty again and ate chocolate, but as I previously spoke about, it helps me get through all-day training sessions without getting a migraine.
The weather had been miserable all day, and we got a great view of it out the 14th story window. During the afternoon – towards the end of the session – news broke that there’d been damaging storms in some areas and a tornado warning IN MY SURBURB. I know I have a lot of readers from outside Australia so to you, that might not seem that crazy. Tornadoes very rarely happen down under. When they do, they most often happen in warmer climates such as Cairns or Queensland, and mostly happen in winter. I’ve never heard of one happening in Melbourne, in Spring, in a very non-coastal area. Especially when there’d been absolutely no lead up or prewarning. I wasn’t even aware it was set to storm today, much less THAT.
I knew the media had a very good track record of blowing things out of proportion (no pun intended) so I wasn’t too worried. I’d seen some blurry cam pics on social media of the tornado and while there was no denying it was one (or at least, looked like it), the pictures didn’t show it being near any populated areas. It’s not to say it wasn’t, I just didn’t want to stress over it, as the media hadn’t reported any damage to property or injuries to people, and they love to report that kind of stuff.
We got let out early from training after we struck up a deal with the trainer, so I was already on my way home by 5. By then, the rain had completely cleared and it was blue skies and sunny. I’m sure people think it’s an exaggeration when they hear “Melbourne can have 4 seasons in one day”. It’s not. If you had of flown in at 4.30pm today and someone told you there had been massive storms and tornadoes just hours before, you would have looked up at the pretty sky and warm sunshine and laughed at them. I walked onto my morning train damp and sticky from rain, I got off my afternoon train sweating. I’ve grown up with this crazy weather nonsense my whole life and I still can’t believe it.
Anyway, I digress. As I got off the train, I wasn’t sure what to expect. I’ve only ever seen tornado damage on huge scales on TV. Hell, even big storms can leave trees upended and cars damaged. Instead (as I half-suspected earlier), aside from some puddles, there was absolutely no evidence anything had happened at all. The station looked exactly as it had 10 hours prior, everyone at the station looked calm and unhurt. Maybe it didn’t affect this particular area, I thought, just in case I got home to half my house gone.
I looked intently out the window the whole bus trip, expecting at some point to see some damage. Nothing. No trees – or even branches – out of place, no construction sites upended, no roads flooded. Nothing. It looked like maybe there had been a sunshower awhile ago and that was it. Very anti-climactic, although I’m not complaining. I wasn’t exactly thrilled at the prospect of a random tornado blowing through my front door when I wasn’t home.
I was also relieved to see my big Lite N Easy order sitting neatly on my front door mat. I was firstly worried it might have gotten damaged (or blown away completely) in the weather. I was also concerned someone might steal it. I guess the first problem kept the second one from being much of an issue.
I was so excited to open up the box and put it all away, and to pick my first meal. I was starving and spoilt for choice. I still couldn’t believe all these options were so healthy. After filling up my freezer, I decided it was gonna be good old mac and cheese tonight. 7 mins in the microwave and it was done!
I was extremely surprised by it. Firstly, the portion size was great. It made about as much as your typical box of M&C, but with about half the calories. Very filling. Secondly, the taste. While I don’t think I’ve ever really had proper home made M&C to compare it with (it’s just not treated with the same appreciation as I hear it is in the States), I can tell you it tastes a lot better than any pre-packaged stuff I’ve had. “Of course it does”, I hear you cry. Keep in mind, not only is this low-cal, but comes frozen. In my mind the risk was pretty high it’d be on par with packet stuff, or potentially worse. Instead, it was some of the best I’ve had! If all my Lite n Easy meals are this good, they’ll have a customer for a long time to come. I don’t want to get too carried away just yet though. I’ll give my final verdict after I’ve had at least a few more meals!
So overall, a good day. Due to driving to the bus stop my step count was under 6000, but I think that can be forgiven since apparently it’s tornado season in my area. I punched in all my food into MyFitnessPal and basically broke even, so I’m not complaining. If it wasn’t for the chocolate I’d be well under! Still, I’m not complaining. This is the healthiest day I’ve had in about a fortnight and I feel like I’m slowly getting back on track!
Today was a day I think I’d rather forget. I slept badly the night before, had to wake up early to head into training in the city, ran out of time to eat breakfast, got onto the bus to find my Myki card wasn’t scanning (a problem that had been happening on and off more frequently for the past few weeks), so had to line up at the service desk at the station to get it swapped over. I missed my train while waiting in the line. In my haste to catch the next train (after waiting almost ten minutes for the card swap to happen) I forgot to tap on, only realizing this after I’d gotten on the train. Great, I cursed. Nothing I could do about it. I got off, tried to get out of the station but it wouldn’t let me because I didn’t tap on (gahhhh) so the customer service rep had to let me out…and I walked straight into a bunch of Authorised Officers (aka Myki Police) who quickly established I didn’t tap on. I tried to explain what happened but they didn’t believe me – or I guess, didn’t care – so I copped an on the spot fine of $75 and was delayed even further.
I raced to the building where training was, cursing the awful morning I’d had. I was supposed to be there at 8.45am for a 9am start…I landed in my seat at 9am on the dot. I hate running late, it makes me feel flustered and disorganised. Add that to the annoyance and frustration of the public transport dramas and I wasn’t feeling particularly positive. Plus I was hungry but didn’t have time to eat.
Trying to force all that out of my mind, I attempted to enjoy the training. The morning was bearable but I wouldn’t say completely enjoyable, though the guy running it was pretty cool and it was nice to get to know some more of the people I’d be working with soon. By the time lunchtime rolled around, I was starving, and happily ate the healthy food I’d packed – saltanas, an apple and light n crispy shapes. This filled me up more than I expected, and I felt good that even if the rest of my day was terrible, at least I could say I ate well.
The afternoon training was more interesting, learning about all the new technologies the new store will be decked out with. Very excited to see them in action! Despite the interesting topic, a headache had inevitably started, as it usually does when I’m cooped up in a room all day. I took painkillers, finished the last of my water and counted down until afternoon tea break. When that finally came, I raced downstairs to the convenience store, bought more water and a couple of chocolate bars and some more painkillers. I drank half a bottle of water and downed the chocolate and started to feel a bit better. I don’t know what it is about training, but I always feel awful by the afternoon. I guess I struggle to focus for that long, and a sugar hit seems to help. It made me a little frustrated that I ruined a good diet day, but I’d rather that than risk the headache turning into a migraine.
After training finished for the day, I met up with one of close friends who I hadn’t seen in awhile. It was good to see him again. We went to get dinner. We took awhile to find somewhere because he’s very into health food and I’m a fussy eater, but we wound up at Spudbar, where we both found stuff we liked. I wound up getting a roast potato stuffed with cheese, shredded cabbage, corn and garlic butter. While not 100% healthy (especially the butter part), it had a lot of cabbage and corn, so it was definitely one of the healthier options we could have eaten in the food court. I wasn’t sure I’d like it (I’m always a little apprehensive about things like cabbage) but I really enjoyed it, and I feel good that apart from the chocolate hit and the garlic butter, I had a really good food day.
By the time I’d said goodbye to my friend, it was 7pm. I headed down to the station (making sure it tap on, I wasn’t going to make that mistake again!) and waited for my train. It was a long trip home, with it getting darker and darker. By the time the train arrived at my station, the streetlights were on. By the time my bus had arrived, it was completely dark and on top of that, raining. Seems like an appropriate end to an overall shitty day, I thought to myself as I got off the bus at my stop, hunched over as the rain fell. I walked as fast as I dared, but I have a tendency of being gravity-challenged (I slip over a lot and am quite uncoordinated) I didn’t want to risk running home.
By the time I stepped through my front door, it was 8.30pm, I was wet, tired and worn out. I’d managed over 8500 steps (one of my highest days so far!) so I felt pretty good about that, if nothing else.
Tomorrow I have to do it all over again. At least I feel like I’ve gotten my bad luck out of the way. My Myki card is new and working properly so I won’t have to worry about missing the first train, not tapping on and I know I won’t get another fine. I also know by not missing the first train tomorrow, I won’t be so late and flustered. I’m going to try to allow myself time to eat breakfast tomorrow as well, to make doubly sure my day starts off on the right foot, and I’m going to pack lunch again as that worked well today. I’m getting my Lite N Easy order delivered tomorrow, so I’ll also be able to have a good dinner waiting for me when I get home!
Hope your day went better than mine did 🙂
I’m struggling. I have officially hit the wall. For me (maybe for everyone, I don’t know) there is always a point where all my good intentions and positive thoughts and motivation vanish. Sometimes, it happens suddenly. In this instance, it’s been more gradual, but it’s definitely happened, there’s no denying it.
About 90% of me wants to give up. Being fat sucks but it’s all I know. I’m not going to give up though. I’m allowing myself some time to refocus, as if I don’t I feel like I won’t be able to properly get back on board, then I’m going to get right back into it again. I need to.
I’m taking it a step further this time. Since I can’t trust myself to make healthy choices after a long day at work (this has become extremely apparent), I’ve ordered Lite N Easy for the first time in my life. My friends swear by it, and I think it will really help me, firstly because it’s calorie and portion controlled and also because I don’t have to cook it. It’s dead easy. A majority of my issues at dinnertime stem from the fact I really hate cooking. I mean, don’t get me wrong, when I say I hate cooking, I don’t mean all the time. If I’m relaxed or feeling creative, cooking is fantastic. I hate cooking, however, when I’m tired and hungry and grumpy. I hate it when it feels like a chore. So I really think Lite N Easy will be good for me. I’m really surprised about the meal choices too. That was one of the reasons I’d never done it previously – I was worried they wouldn’t have stuff I like, being a fussy eater. Instead, they have a huge selection and I feel a little spoilt for choice. I really hope it tastes as good as it looks in the pictures and doesn’t turn out to be the standard cardboard flavours of frozen dinners.
But what about breakfast and lunch? I hear you ask. I did consider going all out and ordering those meals as well, but having a look through the options, there were some that I didn’t particularly like the sound of, and this program isn’t exactly cheap. I guess there are more expensive options out there, but I didn’t want to spend big bucks on meals I wasn’t going to enjoy either. I find that during the day – provided I pre-plan and bring food from home – I’m generally okay with my eating habits. Even if I’m hungry, I’m working so I just have to suck it up. My plan is to eat healthy for breakfast – either eggs, weetbix or fruit & yoghurt – and have fruit for lunch. While probably not the most filling of meals, it’s healthy and easy. As I’ll soon be doing the long public transport commutes to my new job, I know even if I’m hungry by the time work ends, I won’t have the luxury of a sneaky trip through a Drive-Thru any more, which is generally what happens currently. Plus, I’ll be walking a lot more as part of the commute, so I think I’ll start losing weight again.
Aside from the new focus on dieting, nothing much has changed since my last post. It’s a public holiday today, so I’m getting paid to sit around at home in comfy clothes and catch up on my writing, which is great. I’ve got three days of training coming up, which generally I’d be dreading – and maybe I should be this time – but it sounds like it should be interesting. It’s all about the expectations and operations of my new store, as it’s going to be big and new on a scale they’ve only attempted once before. I love that I get to work in an environment that is all about embracing the future, and I see it as a great opportunity for experience and – hopefully – advancement. Plus, having such a huge team means I’ll no doubt wind up meeting some cool new people!
I’m procrastinating going grocery shopping. I’ve been putting it off since Saturday, and it’s crunch time as I’ve run out of dog food and need to go. I’m trying to hold out until at least 7pm, as trying to find a carpark there on a weekend or public holiday during the day is crazy. At least now I’ve ordered dinners for the next two weeks, my shopping trip should be pretty quick and easy!
Have any of you tried Lite N Easy (or other similar programs)? Let me know what you think!